somewhere only we know

"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

12.4.10 @ 10:39 AM

i guess as much as we think that we are really complicated creatures who dont know what we want, we are actually really easy t read. as much as i am perceived t be a pretty good mind reader, i believe just by being really sensitive and observant, its nt hard t guess what someone's thinking. and like i said, since we arent as complicated as we think, it cld only be the same few issues bothering us all the time - affairs of the heart. heh i dont mean t make myself sound like some love guru or what, but fr my personal experience, i learnt alot, tho not enough t make myself a perfect lover or girlfriend. but i know im not gna stop learning, aiming t be the best for my better other half (:

& since its the affairs of the heart, dont try t reason it out, cos love doesnt make sense and its not affairs of the mind or what. its so true whn people say follow your heart. so if your heart says so, do it. dont be afraid of making mistakes and getting hurt. you'll always have your friends t fall back on. its okay (:

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16.2.10 @ 2:45 PM

bff flew t aussieland last night. very sad. because its gna be one person lesser for meet up. and couple of mths later, happy apple joan's gna leave for aussieland too. sad too! right nw, resa's at shanghai on hols. bf's out t relatives' hm. me feels tired and lonely and all the very negative feelings. blahhh sho yucky! i've gt sho much i want t do but im feeling super restless :(

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smtimes its so hard t tell you. no matter hw i try t explain, it doesnt seem t get t you. and that it makes me so disappointed. and nw i resort t lying t you in order nt t be forced. yes, we both get forced. but whether t give in or nt, we still cant force. right nw, im nt feeling good for lying but i feel that its the only way for me. maybe you still think im giving excuses, maybe youre still gg t get mad, but smtimes i cant be bothered, like hw you can get so nonchalant despite my pleas. we're jst gna let it be isnt it? im so tired of trying t fix. or maybe nt fixing it is the best way of fixing things, jst like your approach t our disagreements. or maybe i shd wait until the day you decide t step in and get things right. but am i nt gna wait til that day comes?

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8.1.10 @ 12:11 PM

imu*

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22.10.09 @ 10:32 AM

6 more days

~~expect kallang waves at changi airport hahaha!~~

its single-digit countdown. the hm definitely felt different for the past 4mths. but its gna be back t how it was. (:

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13.10.09 @ 1:01 AM

GCF, NWC. TY!

korkor's self-declared ahma's day!

aft a run,

caramel is love,

moh(:

astons' with,

bbb(:

home,

botak lift lobby!

a colourful palette of laminates,

that brightens my day at work,

in an extremely comfy office,

little rascal w his AVATAR!

always so cheeky,

always so adorable,

bbb's niece,

her brother,

way more obedient thn justin han!

and their little cousin! (:

second wk of work has commenced. feeling rlly good currently. and im so gna enjoy before the stress starts coming in. rlly enjoyable days recently. seeing korkor play wii is so funny. the way he stood while seeing his very slow ball roll down the alley t knock out the pins and how he cheered 'nice spare' whn he came up w one..(:

of course all these fun wldnt have been possible without you sweetie. youre jst so amazing as always(:

lastly, counting down t you coming back!(:

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12.4.10 @ 10:39 AM i guess as much as we think that we are really complicated creatures who dont know what we want, we are actually really easy t read. as much as i am perceived t be a pretty good mind reader, i believe just by being really sensitive and observant, its nt hard t guess what someone's thinking. and like i said, since we arent as complicated as we think, it cld only be the same few issues bothering us all the time - affairs of the heart. heh i dont mean t make myself sound like some love guru or what, but fr my personal experience, i learnt alot, tho not enough t make myself a perfect lover or girlfriend. but i know im not gna stop learning, aiming t be the best for my better other half (: & since its the affairs of the heart, dont try t reason it out, cos love doesnt make sense and its not affairs of the mind or what. its so true whn people say follow your heart. so if your heart says so, do it. dont be afraid of making mistakes and getting hurt. you'll always have your friends t fall back on. its okay (: Labels: you(: what say you?
16.2.10 @ 2:45 PM bff flew t aussieland last night. very sad. because its gna be one person lesser for meet up. and couple of mths later, happy apple joan's gna leave for aussieland too. sad too! right nw, resa's at shanghai on hols. bf's out t relatives' hm. me feels tired and lonely and all the very negative feelings. blahhh sho yucky! i've gt sho much i want t do but im feeling super restless :( - smtimes its so hard t tell you. no matter hw i try t explain, it doesnt seem t get t you. and that it makes me so disappointed. and nw i resort t lying t you in order nt t be forced. yes, we both get forced. but whether t give in or nt, we still cant force. right nw, im nt feeling good for lying but i feel that its the only way for me. maybe you still think im giving excuses, maybe youre still gg t get mad, but smtimes i cant be bothered, like hw you can get so nonchalant despite my pleas. we're jst gna let it be isnt it? im so tired of trying t fix. or maybe nt fixing it is the best way of fixing things, jst like your approach t our disagreements. or maybe i shd wait until the day you decide t step in and get things right. but am i nt gna wait til that day comes? Labels: artello :D, bff(:, random ramblings, you(: what say you?
8.1.10 @ 12:11 PM imu* Labels: you(: what say you?
22.10.09 @ 10:32 AM 6 more days ~~expect kallang waves at changi airport hahaha!~~ its single-digit countdown. the hm definitely felt different for the past 4mths. but its gna be back t how it was. (: Labels: you(: what say you?
13.10.09 @ 1:01 AM GCF, NWC. TY! korkor's self-declared ahma's day! aft a run, caramel is love, moh(: astons' with, bbb(: home, botak lift lobby! a colourful palette of laminates, that brightens my day at work, in an extremely comfy office, little rascal w his AVATAR! always so cheeky, always so adorable, bbb's niece, her brother, way more obedient thn justin han! and their little cousin! (: second wk of work has commenced. feeling rlly good currently. and im so gna enjoy before the stress starts coming in. rlly enjoyable days recently. seeing korkor play wii is so funny. the way he stood while seeing his very slow ball roll down the alley t knock out the pins and how he cheered 'nice spare' whn he came up w one..(: of course all these fun wldnt have been possible without you sweetie. youre jst so amazing as always(: lastly, counting down t you coming back!(: Labels: bbb(:, i'mthehappiestgirlintheworld(:, muka loves, xiu(:, you(: what say you?