"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

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bff flew t aussieland last night. very sad. because its gna be one person lesser for meet up. and couple of mths later, happy apple joan's gna leave for aussieland too. sad too! right nw, resa's at shanghai on hols. bf's out t relatives' hm. me feels tired and lonely and all the very negative feelings. blahhh sho yucky! i've gt sho much i want t do but im feeling super restless :(

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smtimes its so hard t tell you. no matter hw i try t explain, it doesnt seem t get t you. and that it makes me so disappointed. and nw i resort t lying t you in order nt t be forced. yes, we both get forced. but whether t give in or nt, we still cant force. right nw, im nt feeling good for lying but i feel that its the only way for me. maybe you still think im giving excuses, maybe youre still gg t get mad, but smtimes i cant be bothered, like hw you can get so nonchalant despite my pleas. we're jst gna let it be isnt it? im so tired of trying t fix. or maybe nt fixing it is the best way of fixing things, jst like your approach t our disagreements. or maybe i shd wait until the day you decide t step in and get things right. but am i nt gna wait til that day comes?

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had a simple family dinner last night, had some great food before me, bbb, mummy and sis went chinatown. well well i seldom go there aft grad and i thought the crowd and atmosphere were good. just that there isnt much to buy cos they were all selling the same thing..so we left there pretty early and i was feeling so tired alr. but still, i play wii aft reaching hm and slpt late :(

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i think i have alot of long overdue photos so i guess i shall put up some :D

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time well spent w teammies and boyf and friends.
thk goodness the shirt was the right size,
thk goodness everyone was there,
thk goodness for the zero-awkwardness,
thk goodness for the enthusiasm,
thk goodness for the laughter,
thk goodness everything was jst right (:

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the night was jst fantastic. and i was overwhelmed. ended up that i was the one who was surprised instead of lin. yep we had our dinner and celebration at timbre and the food's good, music's good, company's awesome. were kept entertained by rum and mojito(: my instax 200 was good too, love the pictures because they speak love :D

cant wait for xmas now :)

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seen pictures on fb and got t know that the juniors were back fr taiwan. rlly happy that espada managed t clinch 2nd. (:

you know, if it were t be like a few mths back, i'd probably be green w envy and stuffs. but i guess i'm way past the stage that i get jealous or envious easily. things' jst different now. i've learnt t accept we're all rlly different individuals and we cant get t where others' gone t even though we've put in the effort t. i've learnt t embrace whatever i'm having and what i once had. and actually, i'm learning t accept that all's not gone. i once had a team of eight. but come t think of it, i havent lost it. altho things' changed but at least, we're keeping in contact again, we're getting close again. i guess we've all learnt t put in the effort. and thats what that makes me rlly contented. its fun t re-know your friends again, friends you thought would walk out of your life forever. but with some effort, you could recover what you thought was lost. and honestly, it doesnt take much effort. all it takes is some courage and initiative and we're back t how we were, if not better (:

im missing my lovelies alot. hope they're all healthily mugging hard for exams. jiayou, (:

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well, havent been updating much. cheryl's bday update's been delayed time and again all because of my laziness t upload pictures. ):

anw, i met up w artellians over the wkend. it was good because of kj and joan. haha totally made our evening. but it made me hate long tables even more. because we only got t catch up at starbucks, whn we sat ard and gossiped and laughed like nobody's business. think kj and bbb(: totally grossed us out w their imitations..hee and jo's gf got me 20% discount off my caramel frapp :D yepp i like simple meet-ups like this. but its a pity mummy nad cldnt make it cos little zayden got her so tired. but next time, everyone's gna come. no one is t pangseh! :D

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