"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

so on national day, the girls all came in red, maybe except for trix, who at first glance, didnt look like she wore anything red until you looked all the way down - her pair of shoes. yep anw it wasnt hard knowing what t get for lania's present, hahaha somehow we werent that blessed t find it almost as fast as we knew. yep aft some time at starbucks, we decided where t have our dinner, only t realise it was closed. so we ended up at the pasta house at wheelocks which werent bad either. but the bad thing probably had t be the many many choices they have t offer, we were simply spoilt for choices. took a while before we all decided on what t eat. and i wld say we werent disappointed either (:

the surprise was good cos the candles we bought for xiu's bday made their comeback successfully and the manager did some extra work for us - an additional scoop of ice-cream t the cake we bought, and a glass of vodka. the content of our conversation was however, unbearable.


being hardworking, i headed t sch gym for some mild trg. w back still aching as and whn, i cldnt afford t strain it any further. some running, lift some weights and went t shower. was supposed t meet xiu before sakae dinner w the girls but she cldnt make it last min. and as a result, i dilly dally in sch til it was abt time t travel down. yeppp trix came shortly and we decided t go into sakae first cos we rlly cldnt stand the cigarette smell. and the feast began aft cheryl came. heh we nvr failed t entertain ourselves w our lames jokes and experiences and trix's photobooth was a plus pt for the dinner. had so much fun w it and managed t play some pranks on that guy sitting behind us, who during the dinner, disturbed me and cheryl w his hard jerks on the back rest which were rlly irritating. screw him totally! ):

but anw the dinner wld have been better with full force. well, i'm sure another sakae feast will come by soon. as alw, i'm so happy that years on, these girls still nvr fail t brighten my days.

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shopping was fruitful tday w mummy sis and you.
its like having the best of both.
i feel happy.

its amazing how you can always give in to me, giving me the freedom to be who i want t be. deep down you wish i'd be independent but you never insist. and i know, with that magnanimity you gave, i ought to do something about it. so, i'll try.

& counting down, we're 21more days t the taiwan trip.
train hard and take care k! (:

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first wk of sp opens ended. played ok. erratic i'd say, as alw. well, what cheered me up was t see improvements and communication among the girls. and also t see my batch of girls coming down t watch us play. yeppp am glad that we still bother t meet each other aft not playing tgt for so long. but we forgot t take pictures! ):): but cafe iguana soon!! andddd as usual, starbucks' my favourite chillout corner!

not forgetting the words you've said, i'll persevere and train hard if time permits in future. i wont give up easily and nvr want t be pessimistic anymore. anw it was rlly nice seeing you (:




we're not too far away fr eating at carnivore bbb! (:

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i'll nvr want t say goodbye t who and what i have now. cos its jst too difficult t. i nvr wish for many friends or things. i jst greedily wished for a handful of truthful and sweet friends, a teeny weeny bit of possessions, and thats it basically. i'm rlly thkful, for these wishes have all come true and i'm leading the happiest part of my life, t date. yep w friends who cherish me as much as i cherish them, and having things i like and want, which makes me much more fortunate than most ppl. i'm not greedy, so pls dun take them away fr me. (:

oh yar, a change of blogskin, out of pure randomness. not that i got sick of the other one but i feel this reflects my mood most of the time now. i'm h-a-p-p-y! :d

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