somewhere only we know

"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

27.5.09 @ 3:44 AM

our recent outings

Labels: bally(:(:, blessed(:

what say you?

@ 12:34 AM

this is hilarious

[click to see larger image]

Labels: bally(:(:

what say you?

21.5.09 @ 1:56 AM

you and i both

the girls met up for a simple gathering at MOF. well like jo said, its like a gathering whereby everyone wld bring their other half. then bff, wheres yours?! >.< its funny overall, seeing how everyone dressed up. like gay, like les, like geek, like businesswoman, like fr the 70s, like a goner (!!!), everyone's so different. well, photos' gonna be up soon. (:

-

tonight i feel like a little girl all over again
whining t bbb with an IQ of abt 10 i think
i speak brainlessly, totally
but i love how hes able t calm my unsettled little heart every time

-

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephones
well, they work in both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

i love this song, even tho its sad but its so true heh

Labels: artello, bally(:(:, ilovethissong(:

what say you?

2.5.09 @ 3:59 AM

at this particular date of the every month, the same thoughts always resurface. what happened? who? why? how come? and every single answer always leads to disbelief. i cannot help but think of how each reacted to it. is this a joke, omg, serious arh, wth, etcetera etcetera. but i know everyone at the receiving end of the news is happy for me, ultimately. for finding a partner, for letting go, for moving on most importantly.

sometimes words are much more impactful than speech. i do not know why. maybe i cannot convey the right feelings for the words i want t say. and for you, i cannot express the utmost gratitude i have for you. to change my initial impression of you was such a huge move. by now you should know how i felt towards you at the beginning from year1 to when we first interacted to falling in love. although it was really short while getting to know you, i had a great time after that knowing you more. we behaved in the most comical and real way. thank you for the really fond memories, the ugliest moments in the relationship which made us so much closer, for giving me chances after chances, for giving me a space of my own, for letting me get through my thoughts to you in the most comfortable and direct methods. i can truly say i never regretted committing even though it might have changed me in some ways. at least you make me independent even though i rely on you too much sometimes. you make me laugh heartily even though i cry for you as if i had asthma. you are the sweetest even though you disgust me sometimes(!!!)

but you know. that i've never regretted, and will never regret.

happy anniversary sweetheart

-

together we'll survive
through the haste and hurry
i'll be at your side
if you feel like you're alone
you've got somewhere to go
'cos i'm at your side

Labels: bally(:(:, i'mthehappiestgirlintheworld(:

what say you?

30.9.08 @ 1:33 AM

realize

looks like we made it
look how far we've come my baby
we mighta took the long way
we knew we'd get there someday

i think this is enough t tell the story.
happy monthsary dearest

Labels: bally(:(:

what say you?

22.9.08 @ 12:00 AM

youre still the one;

no matter how harsh things may get, how pessimistic we may get, how slim the chance may be, if there's jst a strong belief of hope, we'll beat all obstacles, we'll race past them, we'll defeat them, we'll make sure they're not gg t hurt us again. i'm born pessimistic, but somehow my horoscope says otherwise. then again, maybe its true. because i havent give up even though there's been so much disagreements you know. fr day one til now, the pessimism in me is slowly diminishing. months down the road, i believe i'll be so much stronger that i know nothing's gg t pull us down. we'll make it together my dear. we will, ok?

i'm so glad we made it
look how far we've come my baby

Labels: bally(:(:

what say you?

17.7.08 @ 9:43 PM

no more shit;

shitty poi is gone. how sad ):

~~ok i feel so neglected.~~ jiayou! youll be able t survive through, that i now feel certain of. but i gotta be honest, it feels rlly odd that my every day will be jst like that, mundane. definitely not getting used t it, yet. but i'm a strong girl, i will get used t it fast, hopefully. i'm praying hard youll be able t make it. (:

Labels: artello, bally(:(:

what say you?

24.6.08 @ 1:09 AM

have i told you lately;

ever since, life's been a bliss. its always the littlest things that are able t put a smile on my face. t see a naive smile on the face of a harmless kid, t stroll down the streets on a cool monday evening with my beloved, t see my loved ones healthy and happy, there's nothing more i could ask for, perhaps wishing that things just remain the way they are now.

i know that when sch reopens (in which it has already reopened), i'll be left with much lesser time for my personal activities, but i'm ever grateful t have you, always so understanding, t encourage me when days ahead seem t get tougher, t console me when days ahead's gotten tougher, t lend a shoulder when days ahead's gotten unbearable. i bet you'll never realise i've always been this grateful t you, only thinking that i'm out t bully you, t make you feel guilty when it wasnt even your fault. but you've been really wonderful, t do silly things with me, t accompany me t wherever i want t without complaints, t endure my endless rantings and random sarcasm, t shut up when i want you t because i din feel like talking, t send me hm before mummy starts calling me t ask me where i'm at, t walk whatever distance i want you t with me, t knock some sense into me whenever you feel the need t. alright, i sound so like an unreasonable, mischievous little devil who's having a great deal of fun torturing you.

thank you so much for what you've been doing. its been really great having you around. i believe times' going t be much more difficult for us due t the different commitments we're and will be tied down t, but i believe we'll make it through together yea? i have absolute faith in you.
jiayou together k? <3

and pls do not compare yourself w him because while youre getting seemingly younger and cuter,

and he's still younger and cuter =P

every little thing that you do
baby i'm amazed by you

Labels: bally(:(:

what say you?

10.6.08 @ 5:39 AM

the littlest things;

so many things are happening concurrently that we tend t miss out the details. as we reminisce, we realise we have overlooked so many things in life. and then, we regret, for not popping questions that shd have been asked, for not offering a warm and firm hug when it shd have been offered, and most importantly, for not saying "i'm sorry" or "thank you" that shd have been said. these are things easier said than done.

i dun want t repeat all these stupid mistakes again, srsly.
i dun want anymore regrets.

for the littlest and simplest things you've ever done;
thank you so much(:

Labels: bally(:(:

what say you?

7.5.08 @ 12:50 AM

better in time

when it all began it was really neither here nor there.
not knowing whether it was the best way out, i jst followed my heart.
gradually the sense of insecurity got the better of me.
i felt lost and all, clueless about my next step.

now i feel almost certain about it.
there's not going to be any backing out.
i'm going all out for it, hoping it's built to last.
thank you so much for the reassurance.
we'll make it through, definitely.

-
so i won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate
our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

Labels: bally(:(:

what say you?

27.5.09 @ 3:44 AM our recent outings Labels: bally(:(:, blessed(: what say you?
@ 12:34 AM this is hilarious [click to see larger image] Labels: bally(:(: what say you?
21.5.09 @ 1:56 AM you and i both the girls met up for a simple gathering at MOF. well like jo said, its like a gathering whereby everyone wld bring their other half. then bff, wheres yours?! >.< its funny overall, seeing how everyone dressed up. like gay, like les, like geek, like businesswoman, like fr the 70s, like a goner (!!!), everyone's so different. well, photos' gonna be up soon. (: - tonight i feel like a little girl all over again whining t bbb with an IQ of abt 10 i think i speak brainlessly, totally but i love how hes able t calm my unsettled little heart every time - And it's okay if you had to go away Oh, just remember the telephones well, they work in both ways But if I never ever hear them ring If nothing else I'll think the bells inside Have finally found you someone else and that's okay Cause I'll remember everything you sang i love this song, even tho its sad but its so true heh Labels: artello, bally(:(:, ilovethissong(: what say you?
2.5.09 @ 3:59 AM at this particular date of the every month, the same thoughts always resurface. what happened? who? why? how come? and every single answer always leads to disbelief. i cannot help but think of how each reacted to it. is this a joke, omg, serious arh, wth, etcetera etcetera. but i know everyone at the receiving end of the news is happy for me, ultimately. for finding a partner, for letting go, for moving on most importantly. sometimes words are much more impactful than speech. i do not know why. maybe i cannot convey the right feelings for the words i want t say. and for you, i cannot express the utmost gratitude i have for you. to change my initial impression of you was such a huge move. by now you should know how i felt towards you at the beginning from year1 to when we first interacted to falling in love. although it was really short while getting to know you, i had a great time after that knowing you more. we behaved in the most comical and real way. thank you for the really fond memories, the ugliest moments in the relationship which made us so much closer, for giving me chances after chances, for giving me a space of my own, for letting me get through my thoughts to you in the most comfortable and direct methods. i can truly say i never regretted committing even though it might have changed me in some ways. at least you make me independent even though i rely on you too much sometimes. you make me laugh heartily even though i cry for you as if i had asthma. you are the sweetest even though you disgust me sometimes(!!!) but you know. that i've never regretted, and will never regret. happy anniversary sweetheart - together we'll survive through the haste and hurry i'll be at your side if you feel like you're alone you've got somewhere to go 'cos i'm at your side Labels: bally(:(:, i'mthehappiestgirlintheworld(: what say you?
30.9.08 @ 1:33 AM realize looks like we made it look how far we've come my baby we mighta took the long way we knew we'd get there someday i think this is enough t tell the story. happy monthsary dearest Labels: bally(:(: what say you?
22.9.08 @ 12:00 AM youre still the one; no matter how harsh things may get, how pessimistic we may get, how slim the chance may be, if there's jst a strong belief of hope, we'll beat all obstacles, we'll race past them, we'll defeat them, we'll make sure they're not gg t hurt us again. i'm born pessimistic, but somehow my horoscope says otherwise. then again, maybe its true. because i havent give up even though there's been so much disagreements you know. fr day one til now, the pessimism in me is slowly diminishing. months down the road, i believe i'll be so much stronger that i know nothing's gg t pull us down. we'll make it together my dear. we will, ok? i'm so glad we made it look how far we've come my baby Labels: bally(:(: what say you?
17.7.08 @ 9:43 PM no more shit; shitty poi is gone. how sad ): ~~ok i feel so neglected.~~ jiayou! youll be able t survive through, that i now feel certain of. but i gotta be honest, it feels rlly odd that my every day will be jst like that, mundane. definitely not getting used t it, yet. but i'm a strong girl, i will get used t it fast, hopefully. i'm praying hard youll be able t make it. (: Labels: artello, bally(:(: what say you?
24.6.08 @ 1:09 AM have i told you lately; ever since, life's been a bliss. its always the littlest things that are able t put a smile on my face. t see a naive smile on the face of a harmless kid, t stroll down the streets on a cool monday evening with my beloved, t see my loved ones healthy and happy, there's nothing more i could ask for, perhaps wishing that things just remain the way they are now. i know that when sch reopens (in which it has already reopened), i'll be left with much lesser time for my personal activities, but i'm ever grateful t have you, always so understanding, t encourage me when days ahead seem t get tougher, t console me when days ahead's gotten tougher, t lend a shoulder when days ahead's gotten unbearable. i bet you'll never realise i've always been this grateful t you, only thinking that i'm out t bully you, t make you feel guilty when it wasnt even your fault. but you've been really wonderful, t do silly things with me, t accompany me t wherever i want t without complaints, t endure my endless rantings and random sarcasm, t shut up when i want you t because i din feel like talking, t send me hm before mummy starts calling me t ask me where i'm at, t walk whatever distance i want you t with me, t knock some sense into me whenever you feel the need t. alright, i sound so like an unreasonable, mischievous little devil who's having a great deal of fun torturing you. thank you so much for what you've been doing. its been really great having you around. i believe times' going t be much more difficult for us due t the different commitments we're and will be tied down t, but i believe we'll make it through together yea? i have absolute faith in you. jiayou together k? <3 and pls do not compare yourself w him because while youre getting seemingly younger and cuter, and he's still younger and cuter =P every little thing that you do baby i'm amazed by you Labels: bally(:(: what say you?
10.6.08 @ 5:39 AM the littlest things; so many things are happening concurrently that we tend t miss out the details. as we reminisce, we realise we have overlooked so many things in life. and then, we regret, for not popping questions that shd have been asked, for not offering a warm and firm hug when it shd have been offered, and most importantly, for not saying "i'm sorry" or "thank you" that shd have been said. these are things easier said than done. i dun want t repeat all these stupid mistakes again, srsly. i dun want anymore regrets. for the littlest and simplest things you've ever done; thank you so much(: Labels: bally(:(: what say you?
7.5.08 @ 12:50 AM better in time when it all began it was really neither here nor there. not knowing whether it was the best way out, i jst followed my heart. gradually the sense of insecurity got the better of me. i felt lost and all, clueless about my next step. now i feel almost certain about it. there's not going to be any backing out. i'm going all out for it, hoping it's built to last. thank you so much for the reassurance. we'll make it through, definitely. - so i won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait i'm sure there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate, i'm yours Labels: bally(:(: what say you?