"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

well had a short polo trg today.
did the usual stuffs except keeping cos the goal post's spoilt i heard.
sian |:

hehe little achievement: dip a ball.
mannnn its all coincidental and accidental.
nevertheless, im happy. :D

yea lunch at sakae was ermmm pretty good.
with the exception that lilin almost killed my appetite.
and the xingxing joke. (:
but im beginning to have PMS (post-meal syndrome),
starting to blame myself for eating too much which resulted in overspending. :\

intended to go nad's workplace.
but since i have work to do and she's not starting work til 930,
me and lilin decided to go next time.
maybe a team thing?

yeaa procrastinating now.
supposed to finish my TOD by today.
and run tmr.
yes, run.
its been 2 wks.
im so so dead. |:
high possibility of dropping dead halfway. |:

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alright. its raining again. and i was supposed to go out with my sis later to get my FBTs lar. its already been so long and i still havent get them ): sian. hahhaha but good to rain today lar. hopefully tmr's a nice weather to train (:

yeaa. and my back's aching again. i wonder issit because of training or issit because of that monthly thing. haha : yeaa and im really rotting inside the studio. shdnt have come so early. its wasting my time. cld have slept long you know. im so bored that i can just cry lar.

but im trying hard to do my RWP report. hopefully i wont procrastinate again though i am doing so now. cos i guess i will be too tired over the wkend to do anything. although i hope i can complete a portion of my work before mum starts complaining abt me doing last min work.

but i cant help it. its in my nature to PROCRASTINATE.

anyway, i want to continue with HP7. im not even halfway thru. everytime i want to start on it, i'll fall asleep. ):

yea its many many wants and wishes inside me:
- nat champ - improvements!!!
- a better goalie
- FBTs
- finish HP
- comfy shoes
- a paddle maybe? hahahaa wishful thinking!!!!
- not bad grades.
- skip ITP! whahaha impossible!!!

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and i nvr saw it coming
i shd have started running
a long long time ago

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PROCRASTINATION STRIKES AGAIN.
JUST CANT KICK OFF THAT BAD HABIT.
WRITING CAPS RAWK!

AFTER TMR, I HOPE TO GET A BREATHER.
AFTER TMR, IM GONNA SEE A DOC.
AS MUCH AS IM UNWILLING TO, I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO GO AWAY FAST.

AND ME AND SIS ARE SO GOING TO GO QUEENSWAY.
MORE FBTS COMING MY WAY.


SOMETIMES IGNORANCE RINGS TRUTH

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too many things too little time. 2 submissions this fri and im not even halfway for either one. so i guess im gonna be so dead mann..felt so weak running just now. issit because of sun's running? or issit im just finding excuses for myself? or issit my mentality? i dunno.

to you: i feel the same as you. i want to prove people wrong as well. i believe we can. although alot of time im losing hope. but i chose to believe we will pull through. one day, i believe, we will earn what we deserve. i understand it is very hard to commit yourself. yes, i can understand that. but when we gather, youre not alone anymore yea? trust us to give you a hand when you fall. we'll be there to hold you.

to all of you: you may not read this, but i really wish we can achieve sth together. we stayed on for each other so let's make it worthwhile. let's create memories worth remembering years later. i believe we can if we have faith in one another.

thks xiu. im getting optimistic abt things once again. (: im really glad that i got to know you girls. nvr fail to bring me hope. ((:

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driven crazy by this comp software called microstation.
drawn uncountable lines with this software and its hurting my eyes.
i gotta endure for these few days and i'll be free.


well. a bit lar.

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was trying to do my tod journal today.
it was hard.
all the cheem terms just couldnt register in my mind.
googled them and tried to read and understand.
man, its hard. ):
but just gotta try and absorb them lar.

yep alright my oven shd be coming home soon.
but i cant guarantee it will look the same as before.
according to kangjun's description,
im not that hopeful. ):
but at least got cookies to munch on. ((:

tmr meeting dee they all for lunch.
teehee been a long time since i last saw them.
looking forward.
pity that xiu cant join us. ):
i hope she'll get selected
and i believe she will.

JIAYOU XIU!!! (: geokie's praying for you right now!
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promise me you'll wait for me.

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rawr.
im kind of nervous.
shd be doing coursework.
but here i am.
blogging.

had a little briefing ytd night.
more to come tmr.
hopefully i can prove him wrong.
and he can jiayou also.

we just have to prove each other wrong. (:

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