"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i've been working. but i've been thinking alot as well. that these few days' been rlly blissful and happy. and i've come t realise that it isnt that difficult afterall, t be happy. lead a simple life, be contented with what i have now. and amidst the fears and unease i often have, as long as i have you, i know i can be so much happier that i was (:

and you shd too, knowing that im always gna be by your side.

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tday i met up w xiu! we had t queue hungrily outside astons' for almost half an hr i think before we were treated t yummy and affordable lunch(: we watched the proposal by sandra bullocks & ryan reynolds. its a pretty typical rom-com but i think i prefer watching rom-com so i kind of love it. good choice there xiu!(: overall everything was good with quite a big grp of movie-goers, maybe except for those weird noises during movies and the weird behaviours by the ppl sitting beside us. (which btw we naughtily bought the couple seats' tix!)

aft movies, w nth t shop for in mind, we roamed ard. t orchard central, which we both havent been t. and like xiu said, we explored the escalators in there. there's alot, srsly. and there are quite a few long ones. basically, its quite empty but the restaurants inside seem pretty interesting t us. worth a try i guess. aft tt, we walked up t gloria jeans' for drinks at 3bucks! hahaha but honestly speaking, i still prefer my grande caramel frapp without whip cream fr S*******S hahahaha and my very nice MOH walked me back t dhoby ghaut before gg off while i went t meet mummy and sis for dinner. naughty justin was ard and so difficult t handle. SPOILT BRAT! yep yoshinoya dinner made me super bloated and aft walking for awhile, i was glad t be hm cos the backache acted up again! ):

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i'm telling myself this is the last time. a yr ago, it hurt t say goodbye. now is the right time i hope, having things t take me away fr it gradually recently. i know its time t move on t more impt things. and time will heal. anw i feel my presence doesnt seem t matter anymore. but i'll nvr allow myself t totally lose touch. i'll still be ard, but fr a different perspective.

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tuesday marks the start of chionging project. as usual, doing last minute work runs in the genes of every true interior design student. truth be told, life would have been damn mundane if not for the rushings and freaking-outs-cos-someone-destroyed-my-models. i'm serious. sometimes theres no thrill in doing things according t plan. and if we were rlly going t do things accordingly, we'll be resisting a great deal of stuffs, defying what ought not come t us but still came.

well a little digressing i think. anw, i jst finished my clay model. hopefully its still standing strong tmr morning. i've got autocad dwgs, graphics, panel and documentation t do. and TOD seminar on top of the rest mentioned above. and so, i gotta sacrifice trgs, sth i've been very reluctant t do for the past 2 yrs. owning t the fact that i'm into my final yr, i've no choice. and tmr, i'm jst going t train for a mere 2hrs. miserable. but i got t perservere! for the sake of not retaining, i must manage my time well this time round and not fool around.




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everyday's been great
the little disagreements' what make us understand each other more
i'm sure we'll get better in time (:

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one hell of a day. slpt unusually early last night and gotta compensate by waking up earlier to do my work. as usual, doing last minute work. not that i want to but i just din have the time to do them earlier on. meeting til knock-off time. and i think im starting to have gastric pains ): probably due to the damn irregular eating hours. exceptionally early or late or worse still, dun eat. but the plus point is site visits. going to one at bukit timah. its a 4-storey terrace. but its at like 9am. so i gotta wake up muchMuchMUCH earlier than usual to get there ): damnit. on the brighter side, itp's ending ;D



oh and i remembered i almost forgot abt gems registration until yvonne reminded me. i was minutes late BUT i managed to get into the gems i want so, cool.









the day's finally coming. not feeling super great but still excited. still looking forward to it but not extremely cos i don't feel that i've put in the amount of effort i've expected of myself. but yea, i guess just doing my very best would be the best effort i've given in. just take it as a self-assessment bah. i'm just hoping for an awesome 3 weekends. its been awhile since i can polo on a saturday. the last fews have always been deprived by work and i'm feeling so pathetically sad.



and to my lovelies: when can we ever meet huh? ): stop meeting bfs and meet me can! :/







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hope you just don’t stop praying when the waters fall
cos standing in the rain ain’t gonna leave you dry
people say your love pure one of a kind
but standing in the rain ain’t gonna leave you dry

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this girl here is such a glutton. she said she din want to eat and ended up taking my chopsticks and nad's spoon and cleared the plate of hor fun. but she din realise she was caught in the act.

(nad, i hope you've blogged abt it too)
presenting to you the team's most aggressive player, a macho girl who has a soft spot for DORAEMON - POI!!!!! (dun eat too much if not you can't sprint!!!)

mannnnn just look at how greedy she was. :/ i thought i would be the hungrier one since i havent had a meal for the whole day just to rush out all the drawings. and she, on the other hand, has already had alot earlier on. BIG BIG GLUTTON.

trg just now was neither here nor there for me. felt kind of weak playing with an empty stomach. but there were a couple of blocks so not too bad lar. haha comp's this wkend. praying for a cookie. but not before i pray to muka muka HAHA :/

i must confess: iloveIloveILOVEMY BFF <3
DON'T YOU EVER DITCH ME!

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alright ytd was ok. i forced myself to finish a round outside school without stopping. and my foot is hurting now. ): then went to watch guys' friendly against nus. yea rain delay like last week but there were some nice matches and awesome goals scored. hmm and i ended up being late for meet up. well ended up, i wasnt really late cos i had to wait for close to an hour at the warm bedok foodcourt beside the interchange. :x and finally we went east coast and watched the supposedly sunset haha. dinner at beach cabana wasnt too bad just that the waiters and waitresses were so so eager to clear my plates and glasses. nice ambience, nice songs. food wasnt too bad and price's quite reasonable.

continued with our chat after dinner and overshot. i was uber late and had to cab home. mummy was peeved, definitely! haha.

anw just want you t know: time passes fast, look ahead, dun harp on the past. 1 year may be long and hard, but you will be stronger than you are now. that i can be sure of. i sacrifice my happiness for you - your part time lesbian mate k! (:


and t you!: jiayou! i really hope that passion of yours will slowly come back. its the last year we can really make things happen so don't give up. i'm not giving up on you, so are the rest! gotta persevere (:

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