"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

bff flew t aussieland last night. very sad. because its gna be one person lesser for meet up. and couple of mths later, happy apple joan's gna leave for aussieland too. sad too! right nw, resa's at shanghai on hols. bf's out t relatives' hm. me feels tired and lonely and all the very negative feelings. blahhh sho yucky! i've gt sho much i want t do but im feeling super restless :(

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smtimes its so hard t tell you. no matter hw i try t explain, it doesnt seem t get t you. and that it makes me so disappointed. and nw i resort t lying t you in order nt t be forced. yes, we both get forced. but whether t give in or nt, we still cant force. right nw, im nt feeling good for lying but i feel that its the only way for me. maybe you still think im giving excuses, maybe youre still gg t get mad, but smtimes i cant be bothered, like hw you can get so nonchalant despite my pleas. we're jst gna let it be isnt it? im so tired of trying t fix. or maybe nt fixing it is the best way of fixing things, jst like your approach t our disagreements. or maybe i shd wait until the day you decide t step in and get things right. but am i nt gna wait til that day comes?

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