"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

one round of submission over.
coming up: model and tod report.
kill me mannn.
oh well jonathan said have a break first.

wkend trg; always looking forward to them.
hopefully can make up for what ive not trained for last sun.
seriously last sun was a disastrous trg for me.
but oh well, all's over.
im just hoping to start anew.
or at least pick up from where ive stopped.

what keeps me going on is to play well next mth...
means alot to me.
its like an evaluation for me
where i'll decide on my next step.

Labels: canoe, nat champ, serious rantings

what say you?