"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i jst realized tday how egoistic i am.
i hate t admit how desperate i am at times.
i hate t admit how much i desire for something sometimes.
i hate t admit how much i need company on my shopping spree.
i hate t admit how much i want you around despite the nonchalance i show.
i guess you've seen me through aft so long.
so pls dun make me admit t things i refuse t,
esp whn you know how i rlly feel.

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love is a many splendored thing, they say,
and i believe it when you looked my way,
out of the blue, things seemed to happen
by chance or destiny, is the question.

living my life so long, without knowing your existence,
then came a day we felt each others presence,
guess what's meant to be will always find a way,
love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.

a love so exquisite, yet so intricate,
in a world of only "you and i"
a love we can't even demonstrate,
a secret we have to keep for life.

i love you, honey, and its from my heart,
i hope you know that youre no beggar from the start,
you make me fly without wings,
you make my heart wants to sing.

every moment i spent with you,
is every one of my dreams coming true,
more than words, i want to show you how i feel,
someday, some place, sometime, i will.

love is a journey for two,
step by step, me and you,
the future we can't see,
let love lead the way for you and me.


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chanced upon this on a website.
love how it speaks of how i'm feeling so well.

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i dunno since when, i've learnt the art of ignorance. knowing that there's something about me that isnt right, but i somehow chose to not think of its existence and carry on with life as per normal. for the last three years especially, i've been put through so many tests. each never failed to bring out some traits in me. be it good or bad, i've chosen not to think so much but to think of myself as who i think i really am, and not who you think/thought i am. cos it jst doesnt make sense to me at all.

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many times i chose to blame others for causing things to be in their state now.

however now, i begin to think that maybe, just maybe, they really had their reasons, which what i always thought to be excuses. my 3years in sp taught me not just what my course provided, but also how to deal with such issues - bearing grudges or just forgive.

one year ago, i insisted on the former. now, i'll choose the latter.

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