"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

tday i met up w xiu! we had t queue hungrily outside astons' for almost half an hr i think before we were treated t yummy and affordable lunch(: we watched the proposal by sandra bullocks & ryan reynolds. its a pretty typical rom-com but i think i prefer watching rom-com so i kind of love it. good choice there xiu!(: overall everything was good with quite a big grp of movie-goers, maybe except for those weird noises during movies and the weird behaviours by the ppl sitting beside us. (which btw we naughtily bought the couple seats' tix!)

aft movies, w nth t shop for in mind, we roamed ard. t orchard central, which we both havent been t. and like xiu said, we explored the escalators in there. there's alot, srsly. and there are quite a few long ones. basically, its quite empty but the restaurants inside seem pretty interesting t us. worth a try i guess. aft tt, we walked up t gloria jeans' for drinks at 3bucks! hahaha but honestly speaking, i still prefer my grande caramel frapp without whip cream fr S*******S hahahaha and my very nice MOH walked me back t dhoby ghaut before gg off while i went t meet mummy and sis for dinner. naughty justin was ard and so difficult t handle. SPOILT BRAT! yep yoshinoya dinner made me super bloated and aft walking for awhile, i was glad t be hm cos the backache acted up again! ):

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i'm telling myself this is the last time. a yr ago, it hurt t say goodbye. now is the right time i hope, having things t take me away fr it gradually recently. i know its time t move on t more impt things. and time will heal. anw i feel my presence doesnt seem t matter anymore. but i'll nvr allow myself t totally lose touch. i'll still be ard, but fr a different perspective.

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