"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

well, finally weekend's come. i finally can take a breather. the past 5days' been mental. still went down t site t do site measurements, doing dwgs everyday. frustrating indeed, mentally and physically drained fr everything, and not getting the understanding i wish for. i'm feeling miserable. but i know i'll be able t pull through. everybody's giving me the assistance i need, i jst need t brace up and work hard and i know, i'll improve. i know i'll not let anyone down at the end of the day.

im feeling whiny for these few days and i guess this gets people around me feeling irritated. i'm sorry, i din mean t annoy you but i guess i do need some attention at times.

oh well i shant say anymore. i'm having a splitting headache and everything seems t be spinning ard me. and i feel so lonely somehow. actually i'm kind of pissed with myself, for getting so emo for no reason. this jst isnt me. i feel so, i dunno..not me. i jst need t get back the real me, the cheerful and sometimes sarcastic me. i don't wish t make anyone worry anymore.

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