"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

perhaps it was some kind of blessing in disguise. i forgo trg (as if there's any) and went to work as per normal. and luckily i did cos i think iris (my colleague) wld probably die of exhaustion. together we rushed out the drawings and headed down to site for a meeting with the contractor. i was damn busy that i din have the time to reply msgs. i could reply aft i got on the contractor's car, heading back to office. and it wasnt the end of the day. i still have a meeting with the client. even though i wasn't rlly involved in the meeting, i still gotta be there. sian. i was a good hour late for my dinner date with the girls. me and iris were going nuts cos we havent had breakfast and lunch and dinner was only possible aft 8pm. how pathetic. ): and i have nothing but grudges to rant at to the girls. but the mood was much better aft i had my fill. xiu made us choc tarts. it was very chocolate-ty. not to mention we had dessert which were as chocolate-ty. sinful. but luckily, i'm going to run tmr. and i hopeHopeHOPE i can run diligently. haha and maybe polo awhile or sth. yea feeling dead without 'chlorine-free' water on me. haha.

the chocolate-ty and yummilicious dessert and tart. (:

my sassy colleague whose name shall not be mentioned. (:

always feeling that the effort always goes to waste.

so why and who am i going the extra mile for?



i cant tell either. but i rlly hope you give me an answer. i'm tired of having to initiate. i feel so distant from you.

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