"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i'm aching all over. face, body, legs, arms. everywhere. all inflicted from the trgs in the wkend. well, it sorted of ended bittersweet. knowing that i do have teeny weeny bit of potential lying in certain aspect, i guess i can try working hard on that. BUT without injuring my arm or aggravating whatever injury there was. yea cos it ached again. and i'm like typing with the arm guard on. ): like i've said it was bittersweet, in a couple of aspects. apart from that, we did have some good exposure ytd. however minor disagreements always happen and it had to happen ytd. but at least the fight for it was proven worthy. cos the last match was the best performance so far. we possessed most of all the seniors wished we had and hopefully we'll work on that and motivate ourselves. cos i guess i do see some glimpse of hope upon the completion of that match. personally i was ecstatic too. I LOVE THAT MOMENT TO THE MAX! that goal was unexpected but its definitely what i've yearned for. cos i know i was able to pull it off so i gave it a shot. whether or not a goal was scored, i know i wldnt regret. furthermore, scenes of the last comp still linger so scoring against them was sugarsweet. yep hopefully i'm able to have multiple attempts during sp opens. well maybe everyone in my team shd just give it a try cos this is tyco haha (:

well, i guess i wldnt want anymore friendlies for the time being cos its a little time wasting, especially when comp is nearing andAndAND the results' almost certain. so why go the extra mile when its actually not needed? maybe we just need to get my heads in the game since the heat is on huh. yep focus hard on trgs and we'll be fine, i hope.

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