"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

well had my last trg (i believe) before nat champs.
i can only say i still feel unprepared.
hope things wont turn out as bad as i imagine it to be.

my right palm hurts absolutely like hell after doing keeping.
and my left hand's been trembling non-stop.
even when i was having lunch.
had difficulty holding my spoon probably, and it probably made a joke.

but i felt satisfied after trg today.
felt slightly cleverer?
haha and hopefully im able to fully apply my knowledge during matches ((:

6 more days only...
SAVE ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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what say you?