"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

honestly, i dreaded ytd.
buying tights for the sake of one friendly just isnt practical at all.
but im left with no choice.

on the brighter side, i did really ok for the friendly.
ok, one was bad.
i cldnt blame it on the paddle entirely.
maybe i just didnt warm up properly or something.
or maybe i just feared my opponents.
haha yea second match was much better for me.
was fiercer yet calmer. (:
its an overwhelming sensation to hear the crisp sound of the paddle blocking a shot
each time. ((:

although its like 2 wks away and 2 more trgs for us,
just hope we can pull through together as a team ((:

yea but like i believe, there's still a whole load of stuffs to improve on.
so cannot be complacent.
hehe.

to anyone out there, dun be demoralised easily like i've once been.
dun give yourself excessive and unnecessary pressure cos it will only pull you down.

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what say you?