"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

070707 - my first water (SEA) trg in more than a month.

rusty.

anyway kangjun wasnt down today so other seniors took us for trg.
did the usual stuffs.
mannnn i realised how much i miss doing them when i did them just now.
though i was kind of sian during trg.
probably because we havent been trg for so long and its like suddenly,
we got to get back to trg mode.
hahaha.
we're just lazy bums (:

counting down to nat champs.
feeling very nervous.
whether or not if i get into the ivp team,
i will get to play, well in the opens.
looking forward to playing with my team mates again.
yeaa though we arent that great but they are great people.
though we arent that respected, we're still great ok..

yeaa.
anyway, life's miserable.
rushing assignments day in day out.
no life.
really, i guess i only find some life and colours in polo.
where i seek the other side of me.

now watching live earth...
saw linkin park just now..
mannn they rawk!
esp chester..his voice is just so amazing.
their performances just rawk my living room.

hehe okk im glad ive finished all drawings for microstation.
im left with scaling them and adding in dimensions and annotations.
may not be super cool submission but at least ive submitted alright.





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you gave me something.
and you take them away.


080707: another trg day
perhaps its been cooping inside for too long.
im just glad i just let them get off my chest.

after trg i went hm before meeting the lovelies for a long-awaited dinner.
xiu's belated bday dinner.
gawww i miss them.
haha we crapped and laughed and ate and camwhored as usual.
nth beats having them ard.
was making fun of trix hehe.
so funny.
looking forward to yet another gathering.
soon, hopefully.

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