"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

alright. its raining again. and i was supposed to go out with my sis later to get my FBTs lar. its already been so long and i still havent get them ): sian. hahhaha but good to rain today lar. hopefully tmr's a nice weather to train (:

yeaa. and my back's aching again. i wonder issit because of training or issit because of that monthly thing. haha : yeaa and im really rotting inside the studio. shdnt have come so early. its wasting my time. cld have slept long you know. im so bored that i can just cry lar.

but im trying hard to do my RWP report. hopefully i wont procrastinate again though i am doing so now. cos i guess i will be too tired over the wkend to do anything. although i hope i can complete a portion of my work before mum starts complaining abt me doing last min work.

but i cant help it. its in my nature to PROCRASTINATE.

anyway, i want to continue with HP7. im not even halfway thru. everytime i want to start on it, i'll fall asleep. ):

yea its many many wants and wishes inside me:
- nat champ - improvements!!!
- a better goalie
- FBTs
- finish HP
- comfy shoes
- a paddle maybe? hahahaa wishful thinking!!!!
- not bad grades.
- skip ITP! whahaha impossible!!!

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and i nvr saw it coming
i shd have started running
a long long time ago

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