"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

gahh..everything seems to be taking place at the wrong time. many girls are not well. getting injured or falling sick. competition's less than 2 months away. we seriously need to take care of ourselves. but each has their own reasons and commitments that cant be ignored or put aside. yep me and nad will go trg tmr. probably only resa will come later. the rest arent in good condition to train. then another problem - circuit trg. die lar. how are we going to get all the girls to train together? probably splitting us into grps will be ideal. in small grps we train up stamina. better than leaving anyone out and that person doesnt train kind of thing. we're not entering the competition to gain experience. we're kind of on a mission. so we have to pia.

Labels: artello, serious rantings

what say you?