its been another emotional year for me. many events wore me down, yet they were the most memorable. some have been rlly painful because it was jst too hard t say goodbye but i knew, at that time, i had t do it, for the better. the process might hurt but t the see the result eventually, i guess it was all worth it.

this year, i've finally graduated fr sp - end of my 3 eventful years. they werent illustrious but truly unforgettable and were what people would say - a rollercoaster ride - full of ups and down. however, i did not peaked. and i wonder when will that be. never mind abt that. but the truth is, it was the 3years that i felt i've rlly lived. because i was old enough t think and know what i wanted. and whn my gradshow came t close, i knew what my next step was, jst that i need what i think was a deserved break.

in the next 1/2year, i did everything at my own pace. there wasnt any deadlines, there wasnt any naggings, there wasnt any frustrations because i cldnt complete any work. i polo-ed, i tour-ed, i slacked, i made my thoughts even firmer thn they were. but there were alot of cryings and struggles once in a while. because i did not want t give up what seems apparent that i had t. and at the end of the 6mths, i decided t take time off and do other things like finding a job.

knowing that i cldnt idle for long, i've decided i shd start getting my bum off the house and work. and w the help of a friend, i got a job! lots of fears and uncertainties due t my low confidence of my abilities but i was glad he was always ard t lend a shoulder, lend an ear. and right now, i'm like feeling rlly comfortable with my job :D

and the best damn thing abt this year - friends. i've met up w lovelies for occasional sakae buffet and surprise birthday celebrations, i've met up w my poly classmates for dinners and random sentosa outing, and i've met up w artello for gatherings and birthday celebrations. i cldnt be any happier because honestly speaking, i thought it'd have been the end of artello srsly. i thought it wld be hard t gather all 7 of us for dinner. but its good t know that everyone bothers t make an effort t meet up and update each other on our lives and stuffs. all in all, these grps of friends cheered me up alot this year. guess i was a little nonchalant years ago. now i understand the wonder of these friends.

and back hm, everything's pretty much the same jst that i spent more time w mummy and my sisters. aft graduation, i practically stopped trgs and theres no submissions t stop me fr gg out. we eat out more often for dinner and spent time catching up and stuffs. honestly, i very much miss the times whn me and my mummy and sisters wld sit down and gossip. rlly noisy but :D

and thn there was jackson - sweetest boy ever. the one who always calm my tiny little heart whenever i get paranoid and upset and worried and blah blah blah. the one who always shares my joy and anger. the one whom i never get angry at for over 5mins. (i know damn loserish) dunno what t do without you sometimes. i hope everything's gna get through and yeah! :D

altho i hope 2010's gna be even better but i figured that we shdnt be that greedy so i wish everyone's gna be safe and happy and love remains the same (: