"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

so, i diligently went for a run ytd. a pity the air wasnt refreshing at all. the haze's pretty bad. and some parts of the running route was closed, probably cos of f1 or what. and i had t run other routes, which for me, was kind of hard t tackle due t the stairs and uneven ground. still, i managed t jog at least 3km i believe. well, w some pauses in between. but lets not be too harsh on someone who hasnt run for say, 3mths? apart fr the once-in-the-blue-moon gym sessions. yepp now, poor me's having muscle aches on my thighs. gna get worse tmr i reckon. but i'm gna run again this thursday and i hope its gna be a permanent thing. er a regular thing i shd say. and i guess i shd rlly exercise more. maybe some light acitivities, in hope that it'll ease the pain, or rather occasional discomfort on my lower back. yea anw, i believe i'm gna have an awesome wkend i guess. dinner on friday and outing on saturday, yepp hopefully the weather's good. and lastly, i miss everyone but i miss you and you badly.


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oh, i remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
i'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
and i know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
think i know where you belong, think i know it's with me what say you?