"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

it was a casual chat which turned thought-provoking. it was just opinions which turned into pointers i have to follow in the future. our chats always make me think; whether am i on the right track, whether am i making the right decision etc. somehow i always feel i'm at fault, or simply i'm just not wise enough, thinking that everything can wait. but time passes fast, and time waits for no one. i guess in no time, i gotta be worrying for what lies ahead. i'm just not thinking ahead, not enough. i'm not prepared, not underprepared, but totally ignorant. havent give many things a thought, and time's already ticking away. i feel nothing but scared, that life's gonna be a big mess. all i'm doing now is enjoying life, still living in self denial, pampering myself because i think i deserve it totally. but i guess for everything, there's a limit.

i ought to learn to stop. what say you?