"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i met up w lilin the gossip girl (:
it was great because shes the kind that nvr beats abt the bush so we pretty much were able t get into business, discussing our upcoming holiday trip. ohwells she loves shopping and i wonder if i get t see the pretty pretty scenery in taiwan while the guys' busy w trgs and friendlies. meanwhile i hope nth screws this trip up.

you know what i mean. fingers crossed.

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its like the wildest thing i've done so far. and i wonder where did i gather the strength and courage t.




i punched the lift wall in a fit of anger. oops. what say you?