"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

alright, i'm 16days away from my grad ceremony. i'm excited. because i'll have a diploma, finally. after 3yrs of hard work, i finally achieved something. end of my studying phase (temp or permanently i do not know) and marks the beginning of the next phase of life.

ever since gradshow, life's been much slacker, in whatever things i do. trgs, personal life etcetera. oh and i got myself addicted t LAN games (wth right!) and it took me so long t start packing my cupboard of materials and whatsnot. it took me so long t decide on so many things. it took me so many quarrels and arguments t finally understand him, it took me so long t pluck up the courage and do some things. for so long that i've taken, its glad t know that youre alw by my side t make everything go right, t make me right, t make you wrong, t make me the guai girl and t make you the bad guy. guess its alw like that in relationships (jst a guess!), and not an exception for me.

i feel like my life has evolved. and it revolves ard you. ok i sound like a super sticky gf but i dun agree and dun deny k. because you are more than a bf t me. sometimes youre like a big brother who's alw there t comfort his little sister, sometimes youre like a pal whom i can talk t heart t heart, sometimes youre like a teacher correcting my mistakes and teaching me so many new things, sometimes youre like a punching bag whom i can vent my frustrations on, most of all, youre like a bf, alw there t wipe my tears, or with a kiss or a hug that reassures me so so much that i feel safe and loved. t me, youre like a solution t every question in my life.

i know some may think that all these are like sweet talks that wont last or even some may think we'll eventually break up or what, that i dunno. but i know i meant what i say and will not regret if we separate one day. t live at the moment is important. i enjoy every bit of your company and thats what matters most. for now, i know, youre the most amazing boy that has stepped into my life (:

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