"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i think i've become an avid fan of procrastination. pictures nvr seem t be uploaded even tho i kept saying they'll be up. these couple of wks have been eventful. mtg up w different grps of friends rlly cheered me up. that aside i've been trg for spcpoc, which starts this saturday. srsly, i feel unprepared still. maybe its some stuffs unsettled emotionally. wldnt wish t be like tt cos i wont be able t play like how i'd wish i cld. bbb(: has jst been an amazing boy t talk me into getting out of the hse tday despite my wish t rest my wrist. it wasnt a wrong decision made cos i think i've learnt alot. and yea thks dear for accompanying me even aft trg t clear my piles of doubts. i hope they'll tide me thru opens (:

sometimes i wish time wld rlly stop at this very moment where everything seems so fine. because i'd nvr know if i were t have such luxury of experiencing the same moment, the same emotions. but i'd nvr know if i nvr try t move on.

looking ahead, i'm mtg xiu and rao for movies and dinner tmr. *EXCITES* what say you?