"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

today turned out t be jst fine. in fact it was a great day. bbb(: & i went t find justin and we had our fair share of fun there before leaving. the evening was marred by some disgusting incident which shall not be mentioned. but it did affect our moods. of course things eventually were solved and we had some time spent tgt reflecting on ourselves and have happily and mutually come t a consensus which i believe will benefit us in the long run and will definitely make us better and stronger.

always, i kind of dislike myself for protraiting such a character. its not who i wish t be. but somehow, subconsciously i'd behave this way. probably t seek attention or what. but of course, as always, that silly boy's magnanimous enough t forgive and forget. ohwells, he's like being described as some holy person. hmm kind of true somehow because he's like an angel (:

love isn't blind; it just only sees what matters

lastly happy eight.

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what say you?