"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

disappointed
cos hanging up 2calls is all
i need t make you give up.

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this may sound scary but sometimes i wish people can jst read me like a piece of paper. because many times, i simply hate having t spell things out crystal-clearly. many times i'm jst not in the mood t say how i feel. well, always actually. maybe its my ego. jst dun like t be the intiative one. if you cld read me like a piece of paper, then maybe my days wld be much easier and happier cos i dun have t get angry over trivial stuffs like why cant you think the way i think or why must you deliberately do things the total opposite way of mine. its jst infuriating i guess. and when ppl's trying t salvage the situation by doing things the way i want, i reject. because its not what you wish t, its like doing things against your will. and in that case, i'd rather you dun do anything.

ok i think i'm sucky. i'm so difficult t please. worse than a bitch ):

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