"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

ytd was a happy happy day!

i went trg (first in since i dunno when) and despite constantly gg t gym, i still feel rlly weak. i cldnt throw balls like how i used t, i cldnt row like how i used t. worst still, keeping sucks t the max. i guess i was a bit rusty that the constant cutting of the paddle blade into my palms hurt alot, like how it was when i was yr 1, still a noobie. but one thing that hasnt change is, i still get sunburnt. my face is rlly warm. i only realised how red i've turned into when i was in the changing room trying a formal top. damn spending close t 40$ on a plain white top for a photoshoot on mon. cld have gotten it cheaper if i rlly walk and find but i was in a hurry.
hee oh yar, i'm so happy for you k! i'm so happy for myself cos i'm the first few t know hahahaha! youll be happy, jst like me! (:(:(: no worries abt what lies ahead, whatever will come, will come. jst stay happy and optimistic! <3

and i'm happy because bbb(: brings me ard t many places like a sua ku even though i've been there umpteen times! happier is we joked and laughed hard like nobody's business. yep you know i love us for laughing our asses out, even when we're crossing the roads. (:

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