"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i cant cross my finger!!

its a rlly great feeling, when submission's over. altho i know crit will probably be a disaster because i havent got the time t finish quite a number of items, at least i know i have done my part good enough, not my best thou. its been hard, not jst on me but also on people ard me. trying as much as they can t offer their help. rlly appreciate and thks so so much. this project's rlly put me t test, assessing my abilities, iq, eq which i think i've failed badly for eq. sucks totally! but luckily, as always, there's people out there wiping tears off my cheeks, giving a pat on the shoulder, telling me t jiayou and i'll be duly rewarded at the end of submission. i certainly hope so. i held on, and i finally endured until submission day, not without getting rlly cranky and whiny and lazy t train hm. so i allow myself t cab hm. slp for hours and i'm still up now. no gym and water trg for me for the next couple of days. i jst hope i'll be fine by saturday for friendlies and more friendlies. no reason t slack, no reason t say no. i must endure til the end. and i know you'll be at the finishing line waiting for me(:

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