"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

been losing touch with everyone, everything. i wonder whats wrong with me exactly. nothing, practically nothing and i'm not kidding or being exaggerating, is going my way. is it some kind of retribution for me or what, i dunno. its been a tiring weekend, with training and friendly. sucky performance and i hate it. so want to slap myself seriously, for not being to do whats on my mind. damnit damnit damnit. im seriously irate. to top it off, new injuries added to my bruises and i have a salonpas on me. just weak. ):

it feels like every day, for the past i-dunno-how-long, has been teary. i rlly dunno how to relieve myself off those stress. its affecting badly. i cant concentrate when i was trying so so hard to and it just makes me even more frustrated. this feeling sucks ):





when you are with me, i'm free
i'm careless, i believe
above all the others we'll fly
this brings tears to my eyes
my sacrifice

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