"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

ahhhhh i cant train tmr. gotta go xh's hse t fix up our models. worst still, i've t wake up earlier than usual jst t have breakfast. ohmygod but its alright(:

sunset was beautiful this evening. din take a shot of it cos i was simply lazy but bally sent me one. its beautiful BUT i somehow cldnt bluetooth it t my com. so so sad. another week gone, and its time t count down. i cannot believe how fast time flies. and we're jst weeks away fr evaluation day. i'm suddenly getting nervous, i dunno why. praying hard doesnt help anymore. its an evaluation of what we've been doing so far. hopefully, we'll pull it off well.



i know i've been losing focus, yea its outright obvious. i'm trying hard t get myself back. but its jst difficult because you gotta put in the same amount of attention into each area and this jst saps my energy away. at the end of the day, i'm nothing but a listless soul, who cldnt take in anymore information because its damaged, its overworked. i know i need t rest more and well on a regular basis. i promise i will, but not without finishing whats on hand because i jst want t slp with no worries or bad dreams haha.

a thrash talk is good, and logically, its supposed t be. jst that when youre up against some stubborn souls who jst dun give a damn, its a different story. but i'm glad that i'm fine now and i believe its the beginning of a revitalised, rejuvenated and ready-t-chiong me. wish me luck! ;)

i'm gonna be a bumble bee!









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damn random addition.
james mcavoy's rlly cute ok! have watched 2 of his movies recently - wanted and penelope - and they're not bad, collectively. ok he looked damn unattractive in wanted but in penelope, omg he jst looked so charming. that absolute british guy look (he's scottish btw) well me and my sis feel that american guys usually dont look this charming or charismatic. yea and he somehow looked like james blunt huh? hehe alrighty new prince charming (:

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