"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

yep overall, a disastrous wkend. disappointing, angry, sad and all. and as expected, i wasn't in such a good mood for work. those words. they were what affected me most. i guess the more you care, the sadder you get.


i din dare to go trg today somehow. cos i feel the guilt as i approached the pool. my heart settled a little after i stepped in. seems like i was just escaping the reality. well anyway i guess these bunch of people wldnt see this entry but i just want to say a big thank you for the smses to cheer me up. i know you girls wont let me down and will definitely hang on tight. so i'm just not going to throw in the towel just like that. promising all of you i'll never give up. i will definitely finish this race together with all of you. (:

that chat with you was short yet it touched my heart deeply. you din have to do it yet you agreed to, or rather, you willingly took up the responsibility like how someone else did 1 1/2 years back. thank you for believing and those words to perk me up. i'm just happy that i've someone to count on during itp. taking up this job is no easy feat. we both knew it. and you know it will be even tougher but you have no complaints. i've made my promise and have no wish to break it so all of us just got to work hand in hand towards that common goal that i once thought will probably never materialize. yes its a brand new team but i believe with more bondings and effort, we'll pull through yea? its like my last shot at trying to get things right, i hope no one's gonna screw things up.

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