"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

crap. something's wrong. i dunno if its internet explorer or the connection. i cant go t websites i frequent. now all i can go's just friendster, atptennis, the search engines which probably lead me t nowhere since all other websites cant be accessed. oh yea and here. but i cant view my blog and other blogs so what's the point?

ohmys i'm jst feeling so tired and body's aching like hell! took a nap (which is so damn rare of me) and jst nua the whole day. and i'm feeling damn whiny the whole day. i jst kept sms-ing throughout my tutorial and whined t bff big time. i've seriously nvr felt so whiny before. and the fact that there wasnt trg due t maintenance of the pool added on t my bad day ):

but thankfully there wasnt trg cos i doubt i can perform due t the enormous pain i feel at both arms, shoulders and back. practically my upper body's in pain. and yingying's massaging skill is superb. (:(:

ohwells, i shall cast a spell on myself, wishing for all the body aches t be gone (: what say you?