"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

finding myself very fickle-minded? well i dunno what's the most appropriate word to describe myself but i know i am one who judge a person quickly. i guess i am one who look but don't see and hear but don't listen initially. so i jump to conclusions easily. and it always takes me some time to realise i was in the wrong. things actually aren't that bad, people aren't that ugly, well in terms of image portrayed and characters not the appearance.

i remember how i used to dislike you're beautiful by james blunt and i dunno why. but gradually, i grew to love this song upon listening to the lyrics carefully. maybe i feel that i can relate to the song somehow? haha songs aside, i also remember how much i can dislike some people and then without realising, being on good terms with them. it isnt fake or what, its just that i slowly come to realise that this person isnt that bad afterall or sth along this line. yea kind of amazing, or crazy. but at least i'm not too late in realising my shortcomings. haha

well anyway i dunno what the motive of writing this entry. just felt like doing so. but i guess in time to come, i will see the meaning of this entry. yea, not too late i hope.


just 13 days later!!!

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