"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

sudden surge of emo-ness. training sucks today for me. that useless arm of mine just had to hurt at this point of time. i was fcking weak just now. earned scoldings and shoutings and it din make me feel good. yes it did got me all fired up, but no matter how hard i tried just now, that arm of mine just gave way to goals that shouldnt have gone past my paddle. and i know it cannot be an excuse to my poor keeping. maybe i just deproved. simple as that. but i want that spot in the team, i really want it. but that irritating s-word is really taking its toll on me. i can foresee myself getting moody and irritated over trivial stuffs. damnit.




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you know that all my life i've been waiting
waiting for someone, someone like you to love me
you can't come by like an angel into my life
and then fly away, fly away

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