"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

6 years ago, I thought you’d just be yet another soul who’d enter my life and leave.

starting off with the same sentence cos this was how i felt too. i never believed in all the eternities, everlastings, til-death-do-us-aparts. knowing only nothing lasts forever. but somehow, you've left doubts to what were once my beliefs. 6 years, i really never thought this friendship will last this long and still counting. i thought we'd go separate ways since i've always wanted to enter poly and you, jc. i guess we still made the effort to maintain this friendship, in hope that it will last forever. all the meet-ups that were necessary cos i miss you and all the chill-outs that were last-minute, random and out-of-the-blue. even though we had down moments and there were times we din talk for quite awhile, you still manage to give me hope and make me believe strongly that it will last. thank you for being there, really. be it just listening to my endless, lame and repeated rantings and complaints or giving me advices when i'm feeling damn lost, you never fail to be there. i know i'll always have someone to fall back on during my gloomiest days. knowing i'll always have someone to tell my darkest secrets makes me feel that there's still someone to trust even when the whole world's turned their backs on me. i can never thank you enough, seriously. even though you will bully me with your words, i still love you many many k! ;)

i really hope i'll never have to question the notion of 'friends forever'. well, i can say i'm pretty sure i don't have to!

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