"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

today's been a long day.
having site visit, followed by a meeting back at office.
before i knocked off, i was already half dead.
i couldnt concentrate during meeting.
giving my colleague wrong information. ):
another meeting followed after work and ended only at 9pm.
the walk home was cold, lonely, miserable.
i was feeling real cranky then.
it wasn't because of any issue that's been bothering me since i-dunno-when.
it was just an emotional kind of issue at that point of time.
physical strain, mental stress and emotional breakdown at the same time really weakened me.
at that moment, i felt like i was about to crack under pressure.
but, telling myself: i can't afford to give up. i really want to be able to accomplish something, no matter how hard it is.




i want to prove you wrong, especially.




everyday i listen to my heart
at times when i can't see
when my faith is nowhere to be found
i trust the voice in me

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