"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

3on3's over and amazingly i didnt sleep in between at all. the whole experience's good. playing in a much smaller space w just 2 teammates alongside is definitely different. but it did gave me a glimpse of where my team's standard lies. cldnt get into the semis was definitely disappointing cos i believed we could but hopefully we'll pick up from there. pool's going to be done soon, i hope. wish to see the pool fully filled with people training. i miss that crowd, those laughters and hardship we've shared and suffered together.

but they're almost gone.

i guess this is the first time since i-dunno-when i dun feel like training tmr. i dunno why. am i that tired or am i just getting sick of it?

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what say you?