"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i've been seeing poi so so often despite the fact that we havent been training tgt aft 3on3.
each meeting was damn random. like at the stairway?
haha she's officially AH BOY now WAHAHA
yep and she said pool's done and gg to be open damn soon!!!
i'm so happy can.
CAN YOU SENSE MY HAPPINESS!!!!????
alright im so tired aft 340873467348023hrs in the studio.
my eyelids are like dropping and my legs aching and my arm feeling painful.
life is miserable once again.
just cant wait for 18 jan...

I MISS MY LOVELIES...
WHEN CAN WE MEET?!

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with a different grp of people but the laughter and warmth were the same.
i felt surprisingly fine and comfortable.
really miss those times.
will i be able to relive those moments?

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anyway, ripped it off xiu's lj. kind of interesting so yea.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

Labels: random, rantings

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