"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i must reiterate: i am NOT being emo now but baring my heart (:

feeling very peeved, or rather just plain angry.
feel like slapping someone,
feel like punching the wall,
feel like the world is going against me,
feel like wherever i go there're bound to be irritating freaks and stuffs,
feel like whatever shit i've done dun get appreciated,
feel like whatever shit that i'm gg to do will still be unappreciated,
feel like i'll be branded a smart alec,
aiyah just feel like disregarding everything and run away.

but the thing is: can i afford to do so?
i'll probably be branded irresponsible, coward, whatever shit you can think of.
life is freaking miserable i must say.

i want to row away and eat my prata, drink my icedmilodinosaur and heck care everything.
like EVERYTHING.

haha no consolation is needed.
i just need to complain and rant and vent my anger for all i want.
YOU just need to read and digest and speculate what the hell i'm taking abt.
CRAP.BULLSHIT.WHATEVER

Labels: NOemojustrantings

what say you?