"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

i guess im just being tired or sth.
i guess theyve been cooping inside me for too long.
maybe its better to let them all out.

its really stupid to do such a thing at such a place.
but its really very infuriating when the currents' going against you and you cant find your ground.
i can only say i got damn f*cking pissed off and i din want to utter a word at all.
but everyone could tell that i was f*cking pissed.
and yea i was told to take a break.

and i just burst into tears.

couldnt care much.
guess the impt thing was to get these gradually built-up stress off me.
only then i'll be fresh and strong.

anyway thks to my team mates and seniors.
i guess i wont pull thru without you guys (:

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