"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

sat was trg as usual. wasnt in the right mood to train leh. got pissed off very easily. ): played couple of games...kangjun wasnt there to debrief us abt the matches so ray took over. but he came later. talked to us for a while. theres friendly tmr. he knew some of us will definitely will nervous, eg.: me (: yep constantly psycho-ing myself that its just a friendly. yaa..haha went hk cafe for lunch again. 7 of us squeezed and made ourselves cosy. -_- yeaaa then me and resa went walking ard for her bag...which we bought in adidas. we went ms as usual to slack and chill...

sun woke up with cramps. wahlau the journey to dover was torturous. i couldnt roll on the floor. ): i beared with it lor. hahaa reached NP and gosh!! we were going to play the first match. i wasnt mentally prepared and i thought of not going down cos the cramp was bad. BUT nad wasnt there yet means theres not other girl that can keep. so i had to get down..nvm. but before i got down, i realised the goalpost seemed a bit higher than our school's. worried me a bit. thought we lost both matches to monsters inc., i felt that we improved, theres more communication. yep. hahaa. certainly had fun having another match with the monsters - FOOSBALL. yep when out of pool, they're just normal girls who love to scream. different from the aggressive them in pool. yeaaa..it was definitely exciting to play. and we kept playing cos we dun wan to shift the boats and equipments...hehe evil us. (:

went home to eat and pack before going to meet the others for chalet. saw the ultimate auntie - lilin and the super gambler - poi! btw shes such a sadist. playing all those games that will injure the players. lizhen's game was also fun. saw poi getting blur was definitely worth a good laugh. i lost the game and had to drink whatever they had concocted for me. ): shit man. made my head so heavy after that. went for a walk with poi as the rest were either resting alr or lazy. yeaa...

mon was slack. adrian popped by cos he was working nearby...we were also daopok-ing. played basketball and some went cycling..later on, our LAODA - lizhen, left..): yep left the 7 of us. wahaha. after dinner, we slacked in the room..watching some prog on andrew lloyd webber...or rather phantom of the opera. yep was quite an interesting show...we watched til adrian came...haha and another session of game began. its obvious we were sabo-ing him lar. yea. alcohol's not the prob. its the fruit juices and pepsi twist. tasted quite ok for me lar. yeaaa..

next morning..was waken up by the phone. DAMN IRRITATING CAN ): anyway we slacked at macs before coming home...coming home and stomachache's bothering me ): damn pain can ): cant go trg. and jo and poi's going to see doc. wahahaa

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