"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

training was damn tired today. was informed earlier that we were having friendlies with NTU. so was kinda excited and nervous as well. hahaha although the result doesnt really matter but our progress was important. got to use vamp today. cos there wasnt enough boats. but it was hard to get in and 0ut. i got bruises...-_- gotta practise paddle roll with it to get used to it. but hand roll still...haix. hahaa then had to practise keeping with the boat as well cos this boat is super light so it drifts much more easily. and i guess my keeping still sucks haha. the technique was basically WRONG! daren corrected me alot of times and kept reminding me...-_- after the first match, i was alr very shag. then i got off the boat wanting to rest, and i then remembered i had to be sub. for the seniors in their match and then off i got into the boat once again. I WAS JUST TIRED LAR. somemore the pace was fast...-_- yep rested a while and played 2 more matches. but i din play the third one. was just a sub only if not i think i cant tahan lor..-_-

doing work now..damn tired lar...-_- what say you?