"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

went to try out the wetsuit today. can only fit into size 12 lar. the arms there so tight lar..:
there's this trial thingy coming up. hehe was wondering shd go or not. for experience only cos i definitely cannot get in de lar. so many others girls from other schs joining also...but yar. still considering. im really very nervous when it comes to playing matches. its like im so inexperienced and i scared ppl will push me. and i dun really resist - sure cap. one. : haix but if i dun take part will have to wait for 2 years leh. and thats so long lar...

HOW?? shd i bhb go take part or sit and watch them go for the trials...?

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what say you?