"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

4th jan: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!

something ive failed to say for my past 17 years. and i am definitely very disappointed with myself for that.

went for circuit training in a long time. had a physical test, lacking alot of items. timothy was being very lenient with us. i agree with him that we girls gotta be motivated to come for circuit trainings cos we feel that it kinds of scares us off. yep, i will definitely turn up for training soon. i need time to get past the assignments and presentation which ive no confident of cos i wasnt doing a good job.

went downtown east for chalet. the seniors organised it. yep. me, resa, jo, lilin, joan and nadine went. hmmm. we had fun listening to each others' songs in our phones and mp3s. me and jo started to listen to 2 different songs at the same time which was quite hard on the ears. -_-

yep. over at the chalet, it was quite chaotic. people everywhere inside the chalet and at the BBQ pit. we actually went to chill at macs cos there was nowhere we could go. then lilin and joan went back for i dunno what and lilin called me. was a guy on the phone. hahaa it was actually daren who was asking to go back to the chalet for food. but he had ulterior motive. me, resa, nadine and jolene went to ben and jerry for ice-cream. and they got a discount cos it was resa's friend working...

and as i was saying, he had ulterior motive...collecting the $$. lilin ran away, hiding in the toilet and running to the staircase to hide. i had to go and get her slippers for her...-_- then we went to buy drinks. nadine did the chore of course. and so on..root beer was nice. and thanks to daren, i wasted 2 bucks of drink away cos we couldnt open the bottle so he tried hitting it against the table and the glass broke and some spilled out...ARGH!!! damn angry...okok. it tasted nice.

what else...anyway, we went to macs quite a few times. to chill, to enjoy some peace. the room was very noisy. people getting high, the girls singing along with songs...more like shouting i guess. some went a little tipsy and others went high. kangjun was super scary. he was like a wrestler. doing some moves on desmond. hahaa and he was acting childish, snatching pillow with me. nadine went tipsy. but glad that shes fine now. yea. in the midnight, din really sleep. went in and out of the chalet a couple of times i think. yea..

checked out late today, cos we thought it was supposed to be 1200. until the cleaning aunt told us that it was 1030. and we went in to tell the rest. i think ray actually said that he locked the front door when the aunt was knocking...-_- and we quickly packed a bit left.

i stepped on mud and dirtied my legs.

me, resa and lilin went back to sp to gym. i die die also must gym at least once a week. if possible, twice. (:

listening to: beyonce - irreplaceable.

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