"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

lunch today was fun. yongming told me that resa was meeting me at fc1 for lunch. and i was alr meeting my sis for lunch le. but nvm. they same frequency de. wahaha. lunch was fun. wilson saw us. he die die also dun believe my sis is my sis. wahaha. i said it, resa said it and yongming said it. he also dun believe. wahaha. -_- and resa kept saying my sis got the i-want-to-talk face whereas i had the i-dun-want-to-talk face. wahaha lame. after the crapping...me and my sis went to studio and resa went for gems. damnit lar. she cant even remember where's her class at and asked me to msg to ask joan lar..-__- nvm. i went back to studio intending to do my stuffs. but i ended up slping and my sis was having fun with the com. then resa came to find us after gems. and we headed to clubhouse together. apparently everyone seems to be going kallang themselves..so we went ourselves lor...started to rain le...oops. by the time we reached kallang, it hasnt rain yet. lilin and sherman took the same train as us. yea and we walked there together..then it started to rain..then resa and lilin started to run le..left me and sherman walking..then he also started to chiong liao..left me..strolling..(: then go there change..wah, many girls leh. me, resa, lilin, jolene, joan, jamie, kailing and tiffany..SO MANY. was very clumsy today.. cant remember where's the foot rest and stuffs..wahaha. when we were launching the boats, it was still raining, then it got bigger and there were lightnings and thunder...no choice but to stop...): yeah went under the shelter for maybe an hour... or nearly ba. then there was a guy from i-dunno-where...he offered us FRUITS...lots of them. haaaha. meanwhile we were just doing some stupid stuffs to kill time...yep then the rain finally subsided. wahaha. then we re-launched our boats again. wooohooo..it was quite cold initially...while waiting for the rest, me and resa were rowing around..sort of warming up..yep. then did 2 triangles. FUN! we were doing fine..really very fine. the speed's there. strokings' not there yet but there's improvements. so we're happy. the direction's also good. ((: yea. we will be going on sat or sun to practise.. (: after training we went stadium to bathe then went suntec. me and resa went budget again. i ate chicken rice...wah $4 and it's worth the buck. NICE..wahahaha. then we walked back to citylink for ice cream. hhahaa. then we went to take the train home. everything's fast. cos we're tired. but not aching very much... ((: yep. now trying to cut the material for the model. then go slp. tmr morning i'll be dead. SURE ACHE LIKE HELL.

my horoscope. again. (:

Your horizons, so to speak, have been limited since your pine tree's growth spurt last year. Since the leaves aren't falling off of this one, you may need to trim back the branches if you want to reclaim your view.

listening to: nickelback - someday what say you?