"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

heehee. ytd went for polo training. not really training though. quite slack for me and resa, cos we were the only girls who went. and i waited for her for 20++ mins sia...yea. then we were very paiseh when we went in. cos we were very late. yea. there, we passed balls. then resa's hand started to hurt so we stopped and i became the part-time massager..or issit masseur? haha anyway, we helped to pick up balls which the seniors hit over to the other pools. a few almost hit me..haha and also helped to refill water for the seniors playing matches..hahaa, we also watched the junior guys play. we saw lloyd with that murderous stare that kept me laughing throughout..hahaha and resa was very gan jiong..kept asking yongming to go faster..amusing sia. yep. din use the boats cos resa cant help me up if i cant do my row and she cant row because of the persistent pain. so we din do much. i guess the seniors think we were coming for nth lar. but we did something that i guess they were thankful for the fact we went - wash spraydecks and life vests. but the seniors asked the junior guys back and shawn and charles who were helping us initially had to go back as well. left 2 of us holding on to the heavy pole and SPRAYDECKS. i was damn pissed. although i know it's our responsibility to wash them, but there's no need to draw such a clear line as to who's to do what. others walked past and just see us struggling lar. damn damn pissed. forget it. then we swam a while and went to bathe. we went to the train station and sat down and rest...shortly the seniors came. then resa was like..luckily you din wear your italy tee..i turned around and i was like..PHEW...hahaha. i mean i dun mind having the same tee lar. but i dun like them saying crap abt having the same tee. i mean loads of peeps have that lar..yep. anyway we all took the same train lar and thankfully we din have to alight at the same stop. me and resa alighted at cityhall as usual. and we went new york new york for lunch..i ate half a spring chicken and resa ate chicken also..we're chicken lovers...and we had ice coffee. i being sua ku arh was actually thinking how come there's no sugar and i realised there's sugar syrup when i drank a bit of what looked like plain water to me and realise it's SWEET!!! arh..haha yea and we talked and ate for 3 hours there. the waiters kept refilling my glass with ice water lar..and i kept drinking..then we left at around 7. and we headed straight to TOILET..then we walked to marina sq. before that we went to NUM as usual..then we went to the second NUM and resa saw someone familar. and she said that guy resembled adrian. quite loudly. and that guy actually replied i'm adrian. which left me LOL-ing...hahaaha. anyway we went window shopping at marina sq. and we saw another familar face. charles. we chatted for a while and we were like...surprised. cos he's very friendly. different from what i think his character is..yea then nth much to shop so we headed back to citylink. we went gelare for cookies. we bought one each and sat for nearly an hour talking crap. hahaha. i actually like this kind of so called outing. dun have to spend too much $ and it's really very enjoyable. but the condition for this is: not more than 2 persons. if not it's just very weird..yea..ahahaha we nvr stop talking until i alighted at lavender..

MANUTD WON! SOLSKJAER SCORED 2 GOALS!!!

hahaa..today met with nadine and resa. resa was supposed to go and see a doc. jolene joined us. before that we went clubhouse borrowing money. funny sia. and we had dinner at KFC.. 4 of us LAUGHED alot..noisy sia. talking abt those DB peeps..hahaaha and saw my friend, charles. also.. ((: and now troubling over the concept model and i'm like, cant be bothered with it sia.. )):

listening to: 3 doors down - away from the sun. what say you?