"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

updating on what happened on sun, mon and today. went for training on sun. i din know there was kallang sia. probably because i slept too early??? i slept at 10pm. after watching manutd winning the match 3-1 from 1-0 down against wigan. DAMN HAPPY!!! hahaa then yar, went for polo then chiong down to cityhall-NYNY to meet xiu, cheryl and trix.. MIND YOU. i din choose the venue. hahaa although i love going NYNY but i din decide to go there this time. hahaa. they've been waiting for me for like 2 hours? hahaaha. there. i ate shrimp fritters and no drink - cos i was going budget. hahaa. we talked. took photos. heehee. cheryl got WEAK fingers. hahaa sad thing was lania couldnt come cos she was sick. ): yeah. GET WELL SOON! then we went off. to marina sq. trying to find neoprint shop to take neoprints. but we couldnt find. but yea, we shopped around and i saw resa, nadine and tll. they were shopping for junyu's bday present..he's turning 21...ok, he turned 21 le. ((: haha and well, i saw a senior there also. oh we went into ripcurl and roxy. and i was like. ARGH!!!!!!! i wanted to buy boardshorts and jackets...!!! esp. the mens' ones!!! always nicer than the ladies' ones. )): but it's expensive...! but i swear i will buy one!!!! we went macs cos we wanted to eat ice-cream!!! hahaa and we ended up eating fries also. hahaha cos we're greedy...!! heehee. we talked again and took pics again. it's never ending de..we parted cos xiu needed to go suntec. the 3 of us walked back to citylink and walked around. wah. there's this shop beside NUM - shant mention the name - the service damn poor de. )): so i bought nth there. hahaaha then i parted with trix and cheryl cos i was meeting my mum and sis. we're going suntec. i SPLURGED my money on 2 pairs of shoes. a pair of track shoes and a pair of black shoes from TOPSHOP. nice! heehee. yep. then went home le. watched goong. cos i missed 2 episodes...

next day. no sch. crit week. stayed home to do my stuffs. did nth much. watched tv in the evening. til around 1am...?

today. had GEMS. yep. went for crit. nth much to do. i took pics of my models. gotta work on my journal and ppt tonight or tmr. i've got the whole of tmr to jiayous..gym today..resa might not be coming. sad sia. ahhaahaha. haix. today got champions league. got manutd sia. but i dunno whether i can tahan or not..-_-

crit on thurs. JIAYOUS! what say you?