"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

today sis' getting engaged. went clarke quay after gems. and yeah went kinokuniya before that cos we were early. i bought a book-space. which has got some really nice pics and it's not ex. 7 bucks. my sis bought a tennis and manutd mag for like 20+++++ bucks. haha yeah then saw my second sis - the one who's getting engaged - and man, she looked PRETTY hahaa..yep and then there's the solemnization ceremony. heehee. it's my first time watching it. cool. but it was somehow touching...makes me feel like getting married sia...hahaa. got a lift from my bro-in-law back to sp. and was reading the mag i bought just now. if lilin and resa nvr call me, i swear i will fall asleep at KFC sia. heehee..then jo joined us later on and we hang out a while before going clubhouse. then we went to run at the track. 8 rounds. i thought i finish le then lilin said got 1 more round then haha. i ran again..heehee. then today did like 200 pull-ups. resa's position when she was trying to grip my hands to the bar was SO wrong..cant describe it but it just looked wrong. heeehee. anyway, janneth did the better job..heehee. then headed to gym. BINDING CONTRACT with nadine, lilin and resa is still there - to kick jo's ass. ahahahaha. and we did...!! at gym, was in same grp as resa - cos she loves me!! -, darren, junhui, andrew and wei siang. hahaa. forever in the same grp as junhui and andrew. but good. cos i know they will help me when i have difficulty lifting the weights...yes. and yea, weisiang's ankle was kena hit by the weights when they dropped from the bar. i was like OUCH lar...and the seniors were like cutting queue while we were doing upright lar...): nvm. and yar, andrew's position when he was trying to support me while i was lifting weight was funny. cos he's TOO tall le so he gotta open his legs very wide in order to reach the bar...and resa was trying to do some weights with her left hand and very light ones with both hands. must say she chiongster lar..and we managed to finish the stations...i think..yep. then went down to do pumpings and cool down. haha then nadine and me rush to sports hall toilet to chop cubicles to bathe. luckily THEY WERE EMPTY..((: then after that went home. took the same train as wenxian, lex and junhui.. then i knew junhui read my blog. he knew i always go NYNY huh...hahahaha IF YOU SEE IT. yea, I LOVE NYNY. totally a good place to eat and sit and slack and TALK!!! try it man!!

listening to: goo goo dolls - stay with you what say you?