"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

resa and i are just pathetic lar. haha dunno where to find a chinese physician lor. i dun want go bedok cos it's so far and i dun have $ in ezlink card for bus fare le. yea so asked and asked. finally. red hill has it. we went there and it was like..closed. or rather, its acupuncture lar. doubt resa would want to try it. yea and we called REDHILL --- joycelyn for help. heehee shes nice. shes bringing us to one. ((: and we were like lost cos she asked us to wait for her at some redhill market which we cant find. then i was saying i feel like sitting on the floor cos im just tired. hahaaha we were thinking probably because of canoe. everywhere also sit de lor..yea then called joycelyn again and agreed to meet somewhere near the traffic light..and we were like. tireds...so we sat at the steps. we just looked PATHETIC lar. hahaa..we're meant to be so, i guess. then she came. hahha in the end we went tiong bahru. it's a small clinic with a optical shop beside..then can watch tv. but how i wished they switch to channel U..got GOONG..yea, anyway it was rather fast and cheaper, according to resa..yea then went off after that..i was SO NICE!! i helped resa carry her bag lor. ME, carrying 2 big bags sia..ahahhaa. yea anyway tmr's sis' ENGAGEMENT le..so fast sia...heeeheee ((:

we're the pathetic duo. (:

listening to: goo goo dolls - stay with you what say you?