"letting go doesn't mean giving up. it means moving on. it is one of the hardest things a person can do. starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. we feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. but as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. we are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. it means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so."

ytd and today. hmmm. trying to recall. oh yar. gems in the morning as usual. ended early. then went to eat at FC 1. then had DS lect. after that tutorial all the way. was BRAINSTORMING REAL HARD for ideas. damn pissed. haha. in the end still managed to think of something lar..yea. and i went out halfway for lunch. went to find tll, resa..joan joined us later..resa got sausage arm..haha and her fingers were swelling..yep. then went back to continue tutorial. it was 5 and time to change and go for training. stupid yongming almost ps-ed. went eloping..hahahaa. nah he came back lar. then yea. huiyu's purse was with him so i waited for him outside T-i-dunno-what while he sprinted to the station to pass it to her..ahaha then yar went clubhouse lor..then did running outside sch as usual. jo fell down halfway. reminded me of myself when i fell during one of the trainings last time. yea..then we did the usual warming up and pull-ups. then me and nadine were suddenly very random. she kicked my ass. then i was like seeking revenge. then we started kicking the rest's asses. i kicked jolene's one. i thought i was weak at that, turns out it was quite hard lar..heeehee. they just started kicking around as me and nadine sat down watching...heehee. me, resa and my sis, TLL, had this verbal contract not to betray each other and kick jo's ass. hahaa..me and resa were being paranoid. we walked damn FAST and FAR from jo..yep. poi joined us from attachment. then went for gym. resa siao de. go gym with that sausage arm..CRAZY! but yeah. she can only do left hand only..yes. then i was kena tortured. cos the guys always increase the weight de. UNKNOWINGLY somemore..)): siao sia. but i guess for my own good lar. yep. then did 150 pumpings. then go bathe..hehe smelt NICE..((: the day ended when i went home first lor. hahaha.

today. CRS lect. damn sian. then INTECH lect. more like TOD lar..quite interesting though..then went for lunch with resa and joan at fc 1. then wilson came to join us. had fun talking to him cos he's very friendly..(: unlike some other peeps lar. then we saw kailing talking to this i-dunno-who. resa and wilson said it was a guy. but i was pervertic i guess. i sort of can see the 'sport bra-mark' from the back..heehee i told them and resa said it was NEHZIL..WAHAHAHA...anyway me and resa went lib after that to borrow dvd, mag, book. she borrowed them. i wun bother to read unless i'm forced to..yea. then we loiter around for a while then go..cant remember where but we went cityhall lar..went new york new york as usual. the waiter could recognise us le lar..hahaa. spent quite some time there. eat. talk. eat. LAUGH...yea then we left when it's getting crowded. to marina sq and walk around. then to suntec and walk around. yea. bought some stuffs. i realise we're quite 'attentive'. we do a thing a time. talk then talk. shop then shop. yea. hahaha. headed back to citylink. then went gelare as usual. for some more chattings..yea. ahhaa i realised i dun look at people when i talk. i stare into the blank space lar..hahahaa. anyway we left cos it was quite late for me le. 9 alr..so yea. parted ways after 2 stops. we shall crap another day lor...heehee. now still crapping though. but gotta do hw le. tmr circuit is swimming!! YEAH!!

listening to: the dave matthews band - busted stuff what say you?